FEELING SPECIAL :)

I copied it from sum1 who copied it from sumwhere.. so this is actually sum1 elses brain.. but i loved it n so i wanna share it..

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

RAIN RAIN !!! :)

So after a very long time, the monsoon finally show-cased its actually hues of affection by pouring so heavily, that one couldn't even pin-point the background due to the non-stop image being created of water droplets that were falling down continuously. The atmosphere all around, the winds blowing here and there, the clouds bearing more of rain...all simply called for a big wow.

After a very hot, perspiring day late evening when I went to the mess for dinner a burst of clouds took place and the rain climbed the peaks of everything. It was then, that my mind which is playing certain "thought games" with my heart today, in full swing, created a new bubble of thought.

I always saw rain as a "medium of affection", a "medium of love", a "medium of emotions". I strongly feel that God has many ways to connect the ones he should by various means, one of them being rain. No matter how far you live, no matter how lonely you feel; rain carries some of the very strong vibes which envelope one completely. No matter how long you have been separated from your beloved, the smell of rain catch holds your dying embers of trust, belief and optimism every time. If there are endless things that can turn you down, there are also things that can very well uplift you :) And rain is surely one of them. Its something that you can feel, something that you can see, something that you can hear, something that you can taste, something that you can touch, something that you can play with...something your beloved can feel as well, no matter how far you guys are from each other, no matter how deep is the feeling of "longing" in you guys...it just washes everything, it gives you a new touch, a new feeling, a new smile, a new spirit....

Don't hate me for making you read so much today :D
You see..writers bhi kabhi kabhi flow mein aa jaate hain :D
Signing off with loads of love and best wishes in this rainy season :)
Yours,
Pankhuri

INTROSPECT YOUR LIFE :( -> :)

"When I was a child, I wanted to draw like an adult.
When I became an adult, I always wanted to draw like a child."

These are the words of the famous artist Pablo Picasso.
When I first heard these words from my very adorable teacher Miss Flower, I was in my 7th standard and at that time, I didn't quite see much logic in it. Now 7 years later,I have understood the meaning of these words like never before. My passion for various things might have evolved over the years, from books to music to swimming to.......Science? but there is still a part of me that longs for that old love for art and childhood days, when even if you make a rectangular shape orange your parents and teachers appreciate it.
This life has got something for everyone in the world, and as they say we all have a purpose here. But what would you say about people who commit suicide??
Yesterday,in our college, we had a condolence of one of our juniors (2nd semester) who committed suicide for some unknown reason. The boy who was supposed to be enthusiastic and optimistic about his new college, new place and plethora of opportunities waiting for him further ahead on the road of life, committed suicide!!!
It feels strange when I hear students committing suicide because of studies, failure in life or betrayal from friends, and it feels even more strange when people say, the person must be weak to commit an act as childish as suicide. Well, they can never understand the real circumstances. I have always believed that we all are worth something, not necessarily a Doctor, Engineer or a Pilot but a different, still, an equally important identity. But when people around you stop believing in your abilities (not necessarily by saying so), you too, soon, stop believing in yourself. And when someone suddenly says or does something to show that she/he has faith in your capabilities, you are both OVERWHELMED and SCARED to the point of just wanting to give up everything. Overwhelmed that here you have a person who believes in you, and scared that you just might let him down too.

The pressure of society not only forces a child to end his life but also to loose that special ability and identity. I do not know how many(if any) parent(s) will read this article but I really want to request them all, that rather to compare your child to his/her cousins or friends or anybody for that matter, you may please appreciate his abilities and support him in something he is best at... like you did when he was kid... and tell him you are there. Even if he is not like someone you have wanted him to !!!

I HAVE LEARNED FROM LIFE !!!

It's a weird weird life. when you expect so much, it gives you a little and when you sit down with zero hope, it provides more than you have wished for. Though I am just 20 yrs and not old enough to explain what to expect from this unexpected life. But there are few things I have learned that I would love to share.

* Lord Buddha said, 'We achieve peace through meditation' yet I have learned, the most beautiful and peace giving thing in the world is to watch a little child asleep.

* Share everything you want to in life with friends and with people you care for but never trust someone who says, ' trust me I can keep this secret'.

* No matter how rich we become, we can never buy what really matters in life.

* Sometimes crying is best response (especially in front of men :P).

* There will always be someone in your life who annoys you no matter where you are and you will love it eventually and miss him when he is not there.

* Mostly it's better to shut up but sometimes it's necessary to argue.

* May be we should never let go of our deepest desire. But I have learned- letting go is the only way to keep something or someone in life.

* It's good to be yourself and maintain your dignity. But I have learned - The word 'WE' always sounds better than the word 'I'.

* We will always come across many intolerable people but there's still a difference between being angry and being cruel.

* One thing I wish I had learned when I was small is that - I wish I could have told my mom dad that I love them more number of times (which i do now).

Two things I have learned in my TEENS :

* Never take life casually (esp during your 12th standard). Its not a piece of cake.

* And finally - Do not go around with a guy very early in your life. Results can be hazardous. :P

was this post lengthy ??? :P

FIRST DAY OF MY THIRD YEAR

For the first time, I disclose, in my blog that I am an engineering student. I might not look very old and a glimpse of me would make you think that she is a girl of 11th standard yet I an a third year engineering student.
Today was my first day of 3rd year, 5th semester. I wasn't much excited about it and didn't expected much yet with high spirits and little hopes I got ready early in the morning (at 8 am) and reached the college.
My branch is computer science and I was glad to know that all our subjects are related to computers. Finally. We were tired of studying subjects based on electronics.
The first class was of 'Operating System' it was all Greek yet I didn't sleep. Kudos to me. Second and third classes were lab periods but there was nothing to do as nothing was taught.
None of my friends were with me in my batch and so I wrote this post in the lab itself. I don't think anything exciting or even near to exciting will happen but I am not disappointed as I had not expected much. Instead I am happy as I have memories of Kashmir which still mesmerize me. This beautiful trip has given me a lot of happiness and memories to escape from the boredom of this "FIRST DAY OF MY THIRD YEAR"